Not Alone

Having to attend courses alone.. it makes me nervous every time. I enjoy my ME times, sometimes.. but in this case, you still have to face people. *shrug*

I knew I wanted to join O&G Crash Course by Medicorp when the dates were out. At first, none of my friends said anything when I shared about it. Fast forward, nobody could make it. Everyone had plans with family and what not. So, I thought, hey.. I really wanted to join.. I registered myself anyway.

Then, it kicked in. It's real. I had to go ALONE.

"Ahhh macam mana ni nak kena make new friends. I'm so awkward at that!"

Dramas aside. That's what I assumed. Little did I know, Dar and Bo were also going. 😄

2 days of theories & practicals - learning new things, refreshing knowledge.. I'm always up for it. I needed this. The drive.

And guess what? I made new friends from this course! *pats back*

It's exhausting. The long hours of getting the most I could. This holiday is too long to be honest. The day I got home, I appreciated my sleep more. Haha.

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The interview results were out last Thursday. Good news? I passed! Alhamdulillah.

Wait, that's not it..

We had to wait for another email stating if we'll get through for this May intake or have to wait for the coming intakes. Emails came in yesterday. Not for me.. *dun dun dun*

Things that I cannot question, I won't question. Like this case for example. Truth is, I'm still checking my email just be sure. I'm sad. Is this how rejection feels like? Not that I've never faced rejections before. I forgot how it felt like. Let's be real, siapa je nak kerja lambat. I need time for this to sink in. I'm OK. 😊

More time to party study.
It's just a matter of time.

Salem looks concerned. ❤

I probably need some ice cream. Throwback to my first Magnum experience.

Or I should probably make more cakes.
This is my favorite: Kek Gula Hangus/Kek Sarang Semut/Honeycomb cake.