NaFly with me.

Last week, I attended Program Transformasi Minda (PTM) at Bukit Keluang Beach Resort, Besut, Terengganu alongside other HOs who are going to work at either HRPZ, HTM or HKK. The 5 days program full of informative talks ended. Just like that. Mixed feelings.. Had myself doing somesaults in my tummy ever since. The day that I looked forward is here. It's today. Settled reporting to JKN Kelantan at Kota Bharu this morning with 103 other HOs. That didn't worry me at all. What worried me most is the first day of work at the hospital. Will I be enough? I've been looking forward to the busy days.. but to be busy, I have to be brilliant as well, yes? If I want to do a lot, I can't be clueless. With blended thoughts, I reminded myself to stay positive. There's 12 of us, for this batch working at HTM. There were a lot of forms to fill in and a lot of documents to be handed in. Done and dusted. Later on, we received our punchcards. I shrieked (not out loud) beca...

You read that right. Alhamdulillah for the smooth sailing application done at an internet cafe. My sister was with me and that definitely helped me a lot. (considering the fact that I had to ask her how many kids do I have) 😂  Definitely nerve wrecking. It's true when they said: "Selamat berperang." This is it. I'm putting my right foot forward - going into a new phase in my life. For now, I have documents and more documents to be prepared. I hope I won't take time for granted. No time should ever be wasted. All the best to everyone! (sending nothing but only positive vibes)

Few days back, I received the 'love letter' from KKM! .. and I was not ready for it.. I mean, I waited for the email, yes, but there's been news speculating that we had to wait till the 3rd of July. So when the email came in, I hyperventilated. ✌ Basically, we're told that e-Housemen system (battle of choosing hospital) will be open tomorrow , 4th of July at 12PM. PTM (Program Transformasi Minda) / Induction Course will start on this 17th of July - 21st of July. And to get the necessary documents ready. 2 weeks time! Mixed emotions. It's coming. Clock is ticking. *slaps self. OK, it's REAL. Ps; Adik dah balik Surabaya =|

This blog is so dusty kan.. who would have known, by the time this post is up, it's already the 5th day of Syawal.  HOW'S RAYA? For my family, it has always been simple. Just a celebration post Ramadhan with raya prayers in the morning for a kickstart. We usually go somewhere for vacation. I miss those days when my grandparents were still here. Gatherings were hardcore. I was still a small kid, always excited to balik kampung, greet my grandparents at the door & of course, main mercun. Haha. There's one time, I was rushed to the clinic because I didn't run fast enough and the jumping firecracker ended the last 'jump' at me - my leg, to be specific. Good times. (not where things got dangerous) I miss Makkah & Madina. I don't know when will be my next 'invitation' to go there. I miss how it's always fullhouse every prayer call.  I miss meeting strangers that felt like family within seconds.  I miss terawih prayers & the...

Today marks the 12th day of Ramadan . How is it so far? It's the month where the rewards are multiplied. That is why, muslims are urged to do good deeds as much as we can - restrain ourselves from committing sins & be the best muslims as we can be. I've been wanting to visit the mosques even before Ramadan. Alhamdulillah, I managed to do so. Even better, with my family - break our fast, perform terawih prayers together.. ☺ Something about visiting mosques, I get a different kind of good feeling after. This year, my aim in Ramadan: To not skip terawih prayers. To read & understand the Quran from cover to cover. There's more, but these two are the main ones. All time favorite: Masjid Wilayah Lately, I've been feeling lost .. in the sense that, losing myself.. like something's missing. It's not all the time that I feel this way but when it strikes, boom.. pulls me down the drain. Not literally. Probably because from day to day, I'm g...

Here are some highlights from days/weeks back. Let's rewind..? WARNING: Many pictures ahead. Pokok buluh rebung.. .. I think. I remember following Papa, watch his love of planting trees - many kinds of them. I guess, it's a satisfaction when the plants grow healthily? Whatever it may be, it's a good deed. 😊 The weather was scorching hot. I wonder how other people manage to stay under the hot sun doing their daily jobs? Ahh the  sweet mangoes.  How can I forget. I ate it almost everyday (not that I ate just that). Still not over it. I can still eat more. The only food I can't take (till now) because I ate too much once upon a time: SHAWARMA. I love mangoes as fruits themselves, not as drinks or desserts. Tiba tiba. #funfact 30th of April: Papa's birthday . Secret recipe cake & KFC party at his office. A combo that can't go wrong. As I grow up, I realise that there's nothing to celebrate actually. It's the gathering ...

I'm typing this when I should be packing. Haha. Oops. Takpa la. I'm almost done. It's been a week plus staying with papa, away from KL. Also went for 3 days Hatyai trip. That was my first time there. I've always loved going out, seeing other parts besides the familiar. I enjoyed the trip. No line, no wifi, no problem. Or it could be? 😆  Living in a complicated life is a blessing. I want to always take it this way. I'm not the only one going through it. It can be hard. It's still a blessing. Allah knows well. That's it for now!